In memory of...

chae-lee bianca hamson

Date of Birth 02/12/1991
Date of Death 08/04/1992

god broke my heart tonight...
when the angels came for you...
did he know how beautiful you were...
did he even know how much i needed you...
with my head bowed and my body slumped my tears fell...
my heart was hurting...

i looked to the skies and screamed why...
i want some answers from you god...
in my head i hear why me why me why me...
i look at your lifeless body willing it to live again...
but slowly you feel cold to my hand...

you look so peaceful my darling angel...
slowly i gather you in my arms...
rocking and gently singing a lullaby to you...
never again will i smell your sweet breath...
or see your eyes dance...
no smile will part your lips...

i know i am your mummy...
but the world doesn't cause i have no proof..
they hear my sad tale of you...
i see their saddness but they have'nt a clue really..

as the years tumble by...
the memories slowly fade...
i am scared i will forget you...
thats why i keep the pain as a reminder...

i make so many wishes...
but they never seem to come true...
for if they did my darling...
you would be in my arms asleep once again...

you would be a woman now...
i wonder what you would look like...
would you be happy...
would you even look like me...
these are some of the questions i have that go unanswered...

but my darling where ever you are...
please know your mummy misses and loves you so...
and i promise i will live for you...
till we meet again in heaven.